juvenile.

why is it that people, though well into their twenties and thirties seem to still create and breed drama? It's really pretty annoying and I'm finding that those people are really not people I feel like being around. It's sad though because I feel like I'm losing some of my closest friends. I didn't know that this was highschool all over again.

the hype

Well, I was wondering today about people and their reactions. Especially people who get angry at situations or reactions to situations. It makes me laugh when people don't like something, though they may have never experienced it or tried to experience it. Then they rant and rave about how dumb or silly it is. In reality, I think it just makes them look silly and pretty inane. Ha. Anyhow, on another note, March is almost gone and we're looking a pretty serious snow storm headed our way which always makes me long for mild valley in the center of California. Also, work is going pretty well, somewhat slow on most days but it's just a job. I wish I could afford to do something that entertained me more or at least did some good, but alas, life demands so much more from me. Also, we're remodeling our house, so we can move. Again funny, because we're doing all the things that I've always wanted to do to it. Once we're done with all the things I've always wanted to do to our current house, we will be doing what only makes sense to people who are like-minded to my husband, and pulling up our roots and moving. All of about 4 blocks. Ah well. Sounds like a plan for now. Love to you all.

thinking about nothing

I'm so hoping that life will pick up soon. Now that I've begun to settle into my new job, things are a bit boring. I am definitely looking forward to getting our Christmas tree up. Kenny really wants it to go up. We went and looked at lights tonight. I thought Kenny's mouth would never stop gaping. It was quite cute. Also, I am hoping for a good snow soon. We haven't even had an accumulated inch thus far and it is a bit disheartening. I also am looking forward to the surprise paid day off of Christmas eve! This is a bit of a shocker and definitely very nice! So exciting! One of our friends had their baby this past week, congrats TR and N! Painting has been a solace for me lately. I have completed 5 works so far and can't seem to quit really. I like tangible things in my paintings... Real things incorporated with the paint feels good. It looks good. Anyhow, just a sidenote, but I've been having really vivid dreams lately. Not sure why but I can remember them days later. It's been about a week that I've been having one or two a night. I am waking up tired so that's not good, but it is interesting. :) Well, it is bedtime for me... Goodnight!
Love to you all.

blogging about work at work

well.... i got a new job! i will be working at Revival Animal Health in Orange City, IA. I am really excited and nervous too. But I have some other news too actually. First of all, my condolences to JNW and JLW. I am so sorry for your loss. Secondly, how cute is my niece? So cute... Congrats again Jason and Liz for making such an adorable baby. Thirdly, my mom is coming to visit. She will be here tomorrow. I'm so excited! And last, but certainly not least, Kenny will be 3 years old on Friday. Wow... it doesn't seem like he should be that old, I don't want to be the horrible mom that says, "BUT HE'S MY BABY!" But I want to at the same time... oh. (sad face) Well, peace and love to you all! Ciao for now!

i'm not clever or listening to music, so...yeah

well, not a whole lot has been going on really, but there are a few updates. first of all, congrats to sb and mb on their big news! second of all, i'm excited to say that i now have a new floor in my livingroom thanks to people who don't know how to do anything... or at least have the money to spend on things and then return them so i can get them majorly discounted. :) yay. also, kenny is now without pacifier, sippy cup, is starting to use the toilet and has had his bedroom made upstairs now (instead of in the far corner downstairs. it's made life easier and harder at the same time of course. kenny's birthday is coming up, one month away. still figuring out what we're doing for that. we've never really had a party for him. on his first birthday we did have a cake but haven't done anything else. well, we have time. :) ciao for now. all my love.

never never never says nothing to remember

well. it has been a long month. i was mostly in california for part of it watching my sister get married... i guess that's the only way i know how to put that. um, i like her new husband. he's nice. awkward turtle though that i had never met him before then. weirdness. my brother and his wife had their baby. a little girl named Hazel Rosemary. i haven't gotten to officially meet her either but the pictures of her are adorable... congrats brother and sister! i love you both. the other half of the month has consisted of me being at home and looking for a job and not doing much of anything. my wash machine broke so i am headed to the laundromat to wash some clothes... boo. love to you all

really?

well i'm not going back to the elementary school as a teacher's aide this year. i was offered a certain percentage of time that wasn't enough especially when i was going to have to pay for part of my insurance as well in a very costly sum of somewhere around $200 per month. agh! way too much for what i get paid working there. so therefore i am looking for a new job... again. imagine that. i don't know what to do right now.... i keep thinking it'll just come along, but of course that won't happen. anyway, if any of you hear of a job... one that pays well and gives benefits, full benefits that is, let me know. love to you all.